I hold you in my arms and my tears back
Touching your soft skin that glows like a star before it explodes into a million pieces. Your supernova is near. your lovely kind shines through your smile. Your eyes turn to glass where i can see your warmth and love i try to reflect. As you grow colder you slide through my arms and only your body is left as a burden beared by my heart. I cannot believe this, don`t want to accept. Isn`t love stronger than death ? If all we believe in turns to sand is there still a sense to live on ?

MIND MUTATION - ALTRUISM FAILED
CHARACTER CHANGE - LOVE TURNS TO HATE !!!

Dazed and confused i awake in emotional coma. This empty place where love once dwelled is overruled by the dark side of my mind. When all is gone and nothing`s left there is one thing to rely on. Before pain becomes overwhelming instinctive resistance begins. I see you standing aside me. You live undead. Those who had not been kissed can never understand. Your words mean nothing to me, don`t even hear them. I yearn for isolation, a lifeless world !!!

Dearest sun in my life, don`t set tonight !
Don`t leave me alone in this dark place !
Beautiful rose, don`t rot away !
A garden of stones is so cold and lifeless !
All crumbles down, i break in two !
If you leave now my love will follow you !

My heart is eaten out, i kick it away. A useless waste inside: don`t need it anymore. Warm emotions errupt to roaring fire! All barriers been broken. I`m lost, i`m free, i stand alone. A wolf among the sheeps - hurt and ready to bite. I want to make you feel my sorrow. Misanthropic i became! No love should be left after my metamorphosis !!!

BE AWARE !
Watch out for the black shadow hunting in the streets. Keep your daughters locked behind closed doors. Don`t let them get into my hands! Now as it all comes back - total devolution - the same mistakes will strike once more if i would fail to fight my own nightmare, to ban this human weakness as i look for another
YOU!!!