My heart is burstin' I been feeling so small My head is on overload Where did I go wrong? My lines are twistin' I been giving my all And I want more Don't erase my song My heart is burstin' I been feeling so small My head is on overload Where did I go wrong? My lines are twistin' I been giving my all And I want more Don't erase my song
Sometimes I wish I could cry all day Something to make all the pain go away Something to wash away all my mistakes What is the price that I have to pay? It started when I was really young Before I could walk, I was learning how to run Learning the places that I could hide the hurt In hopes that the next step wouldn't be the gun I was in search of the love that was missin' 'Cause to be loved, it was the only mission Stuck in the broken-hearted tradition I keep my heart locked in a guarded position Drowning in tears, so many years So many lies, fabled as fears So many strings, some puppeteers I am no dummy, so I presevere At some point, I gotta be real I fight back and I let 'em take me They try to smile in my face 'Cause these bitches try to erase me Tryna do me, tryna triumph I don't ever wanna be silenced I don't wanna live in defiance I don't wanna be so reliant I don't ever wanna wake up And find out my ego is giant I think I'm losing myself And I need some guidance As I put the pen to the pad You can't erase that It's bittersweet like tears Can you taste that?
My heart is burstin' I been feeling so small My head is on overload Where did I go wrong? My lines are twistin' I been giving my all And I want more Don't erase my song My heart is burstin' I been feeling so small My head is on overload Where did I go wrong? My lines are twistin' I been giving my all And I want more Don't erase my song
I just told my mom I was okay, uh Just so she wouldn't worry, uh Sucks, I know she needed her bills paid So I needed to rush in a hurry, uh I needed to buy her a house I needed to save all her health I needed to give back to the one Who taught me that money's not equal to wealth Who taught me that family's nothin' If the love doesn't have any meaning Don't you get tired of being in love Only when that shit's convenient? Where is my home? Where is my place? Where is a hand for me to embrace Who's picking me up, put me into place? I'm sick of the snakes and dealing with fakes At some point, I gotta be real I fight back and I let 'em take me They try to smile in my face 'Cause these bitches try to erase me Pickin' at every part of my being Look in the mirror, I wish I could see me But all I see is mixed feelings You can't even tell I stopped breathing You can't even tell I'm still standing 'Cause my job's been so demanding Everything I do, they reprimand me I swear it's a misunderstanding As I put the pen to the pad You can't erase that It's bittersweet like tears Can you taste that?
My heart is burstin' I been feeling so small My head is on overload Where did I go wrong? My lines are twistin' I been giving my all And I want more Don't erase my song My heart is burstin' I been feeling so small My head is on overload Where did I go wrong? My lines are twistin' I been giving my all And I want more Don't erase my song