My cherry blossom boy, I can't avoid
The impending doom that loving you brings
You crashed into my life to my surprise
With your crooked smile and Woodstock tee

It was over before it began
It all happened so fast
It was out of our hands

I don't wanna live like this
But I don't wanna lose you now
We were bound to wither
Knew we wouldn't last, but it hurts somehow
I don't wanna let you go
Even though you let me down
All those summer nights
I was mesmerised till our time ran out

You left me with no choice
But to destroy the remainder of your clothes in my bedroom
But I'm mostly mad at myself for how I fell
'Cause my friends all told me that it was too soon

It was over before it began
It all happened so fast
Till you cancelled our plans

I don't wanna live like this
But I don't wanna lose you now
We were bound to wither
Knew we wouldn't last but it hurts somehow
I don't wanna let you go
Even though you let me down
All those summer nights
I was mesmerised till our time ran out

It is what it was, fun while it lasted
And I could stay mad at the love you retracted
You stare like a child, there's no innocence here
And I bat my lashes completely aware
You're everyone's friend and nobody's prize
Led me astray like a thief in the night
Withdrew your affection until I was hollow
You live for today and you promise tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this
I'm just a number, I know it
A pitstop in your life
I never know when you're going
You rock me so gently, but twist like a knife
I'm like a manic fool
I wanna stay by your side like a disposable pleasure
A temporary hit
A treasure till you're bored, till you find something better
I can't stop checking my texts, I wanna say something clever
But guessing your games is like predicting the weather

I don't wanna live like this
But I don't wanna lose you now
We were bound to wither
Knew we wouldn't last but it hurts somehow
I don't wanna let you go
Even though you let me down
All those summer nights
I was mesmerised till our time ran out