Un-understood frustration of my self-being, I feel myself being penetrated by strange waves, Going through every single parts of my body. I feel warmth announcing an intense well-being, weird but so nice ! Joining to this pleasure which his gradually getting installed in me and won’t stop ebbing.
I feel calm and peaceful in this world falling apart, Breaking the silence of this act again and again, Slowly, I feel myself taken away by a weird sensation. Gradually I can hear these excited voices, screaming, shivering in agony, which are getting twisted in my mind. I feel myself drifted away,
I can’t stand them anymore ! they’re hurting me. I’m terrorised by what they’re telling me … They’re doing the apology of the true reality of our world, Where there and there only dishonest people, cheaters, miscreants, liars, hypocrites, sarcastics … are successful in this life where there’s no need to care to do the good, it should be the opposite.
To fight non-stop until exhaustment, I can’t resist to this unhealthy force harassing me. I must face reality, I was wrong the whole time, I must now get ready to listen to it without fighting … and assure it to accomplish all the orders it’s imposing me. Then I will install in your heart chaos, death and despair.