I am bent

I cannot stand how I feel inside
I can't be fixed and I can't be trusted
I'm not thinkin' of suicide
I'd rather take out the ones
That I know who have crossed me
I'm lookin' over the edge again
Starin' into the face of destruction
This is always where faith begins
I've been in trouble before
And I always crushed it

I am bent
And I finally lost control
I can feel it deep inside my soul
Now it's comin' on
All the way down

When I go, I go all the way
There's no fear and no one can stop me
I'm like a prison you can't escape
I'll make you wish you were callin' it quits 'cause you can't hang
All the things that I can't explain
Make me feel like I'm caged and I'm crushed in
The chaos always starts the rage
Now I feel so alone and I'm always insane

I am bent
And I finally lost control
I can feel it deep inside my soul
Now it's comin' on
All the way down
I am bent
And I've got so far to go
If I ever wanna reach my goal
I better do it right now

Steppin' under the sunlight
And let your problems drift away
I feel it on the inside
And I just take it day by day
I stay close to the outcome
And that's what makes me bulletproof

I'm comin' through
Break all the rules
I'm comin' through
Break all the rules
Break all the rules
Break all the rules

I am bent
And I finally lost control
I can feel it deep inside my soul
Now it's comin' on
All the way down
I am bent
And I've got your heart of gold
If I ever wanna reach my goal
I better do it right now