I fear that I've become too soft
Like I've been weak trynna be too kind
Like I let you override my mind
And I left myself behind
The truth is I didn't have a great time at dinner
The truth is I kind of loved my life as a reckless sinner
The truth is I look unbelievable but I hate my body
The truth is I'm looking for myself and I can't see it in anybody
The truth is I feel less okay than I thought I was
The truth is I've fallen into another trap
of who I think I'm meant to be
The truth is I'm still lost
The truth is cold like frost
The truth is I love all of you
But I don't know if you love all of me

Baby this kind of feels like starting again
Remember when we had nothing
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
I liked it when it was just you and me
Baby
I had nothing but I was free

The truth is I don't wanna be one of the boys
The truth is living by a gender makes me feel annoyed
The truth is I still don't feel like I fit in anywhere
The truth is I love staying home with you in underwear
The truth is that I'd die for you
The truth is I can't lie to you
The truth is you're the only one
That keeps me from coming undone
The truth is
The truth is

Baby this kind of feels like starting again
Remember when we had nothing
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
I liked it when it was just you and me
Baby
I had nothing but I was free

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Baby this kind of feels like starting again
Remember when we had nothing
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
I liked it when it was just you and me
Baby
I had nothing but I was free