I want to buy my innocence
Back from the gun that's at my head
I'm not mad at you girl, I just had a bad day
What could possibly go wrong? I'm as good as gone

I'm not the same kid I was in 2016
I was young, I was dumb
Now I overthink things
That I shouldn't, I couldn't
You wouldn't believe what I did as a kid back in 2016

I hate birthdays, they mean nothing to me
I don't celebrate, so don't buy anything
For me, I don't deserve it, I'm bleeding out on purpose
I see it makes you nervous, is it working?

I'm not the same kid I was in 2016
I was young, I was dumb
Now I overthink things
That I shouldn't, I couldn't
You wouldn't believe what I did as a kid back in 2016

I didn't care what you said
When I was a kid
But you tried to ruin my life
A thousand times, but now look at you

I'm not the same kid I was in 2016
I was young, I was dumb
Now I overthink things
That I shouldn't, I couldn't
You wouldn't believe what I did as a kid back in 2016