I was young when I was told that I loved God

But he murdered my mother, took her away in a black box

Now I gotta learn to sleep with the pain like a gunshot

Still he looks from above, says

"Why don′t you wanna talk? "

All I think about is how I could've been there

Too late now, gotta act like I don′t care

I can't unlearn the guilt that I was given

It took a million years to be okay with living

What was the meaning in that God, for me to never be enough?

He says figure it out, shove it down, make your mind up

I am alone and coming undone

Is that how you wanna show me love?

Forever alone, forevеr be numb

Is that what you want?

I am alone and coming undone

Is that how you wanna show mе love?

Forever alone, forever be numb

Is that what you want?

I was alone with her when she was dying

Must've been four in the morning, and God, you were quiet

She said, she said you loved her

but you weren′t there when you were needed

Yeah, you were nowhere to be found

when her heart stopped beating

I am alone and coming undone

Is that how you wanna show you love?

Forever alone, forever be numb

Is that what you want?

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me now?

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me now?

Go on, go on without

Go on, go on without me, yea-hey

Go on, go on without

Go on, go on without me, yea-hey

Go on, go on without

Can you hear me?

Go on, go on without

Can you hear me now?

Go on, go on without

Can you hear me?

Go on, go on without me, yea-hey

Can you hear me now?

Go on, go on without

Can you hear me?

Go on, go on without me, yeah-hey

Can you hear me now?

Go on, go on without

Go on, go on without me, yeah-hey