Oh god, oh god, oh god it’s you I see I’m staring at you right? Through the placenta I’ve seen Is this a breathing being? Is it a breathing being? Oh, that’s a baby you see Well, that’s my baby I see I’ve said that the womb would never see my seed But karma has a name its Viviana Sophie And will she be the Daddies Girl that I wish her to be? No Son, a southern judge with a mallet pulls the strings
I watch this rip at the seams Blood is forever And if it's money she needs I’m paying tithe God bless this beast Praying she doesn’t have this side of me Never have liked reflective springs But Vivi, I pray alone Spare the child, leave me plagued all alone Prologue and now you’ll find, it’s me the curse Baby girl I’ll die before I see you grow old enough to find The curse that Daddy left behind
I watched my mother OD My first memory This starts and ends with me This happened 3 times before I held her lifeless thinking I wasn’t worth living for The Bottle is so tempting I forget to feed This starts and ends with me