Growing up with no words to say
Went to school dreading everyday
Watching all those boys and girls that were so predictable
Went to the show for some fresh air
If I belonged it would have to be there
All new faces and anew I.D.,
a different scene but the same old place
So I went into the world
Mimicked their actions and even stole their words
I played along but when I spoke something got in my way
My head spins thinking of all the places
I've been
I play the game but
I can't win And I'm sick of this
Will someone please open the fuckin door and let me in
I grew up and
I calmed down
Years passed I went back to that town
Knowing that things can change and that memories can betray
But they don't care and they're still sedate
And talk of things with which I cannot relate
The faces hadn't changed and everything was still the same