It's such an ugly thing
The way you treated me
I should have walked away
Never to look back

It's all still haunting me
I'm still in disbelief
A broken memory
Fading into black

I could save you
But I fucking hate you
There's no escaping it
you're never gonna fucking see
You don' t know me
And you don' t own me
And you can' t control me
It's only in your fucking dreams

I don' t know
When I lost it all - when I lost control
I don' t know
If I can ever let this - ever let this go

There's nothing you could say
To make me want to change
You should have walked away
Now you fucking run
It's all just such a waste
The time you stole from me
And now you're on your knees
Look into the gun

I won' t save you
I fucking hate you
There's no escaping it
I'm never gonna fucking see
I don't know you
And I don't want to
You're uncontrollable
A nightmare not a fucking dream

I don' t know
When I lost it all - when I lost control
I don' t know
If I can ever let this - ever let this go

I don' t know
If I can ever let this
Ever let it go

I don't know
(I don't know if I can)
(I don't know when I lost)
When I lost it all - when I lost control
I don't know
(I'll never let this go)
(I'll never let it go)
If I can ever let this - ever let this go