There are reasons that I can't stay
I counted them all myself
but I will always keep awake
searching for how it felt
because all I want is to find myself in anyone
and I wonder if it'll ever come
as easy as us giving up

if this could stop
I don't think I'd want it to
I built my life
around watching everything you do
it still feels like you can hear me
when I talk to you
you just don't respond

and all I want is to find myself in anyone
and I wonder if you're having fun
I wonder if you're having fun

all I want is to find myself in anyone
and I wonder if you're having fun
in that empty space where we used to talk