You said you found the bluebirds
Grow paler every day
We're shedding off our fingers
Like it's winter but it's May
Ask if I could ever love him
With God's black and white bouquet
That's all they ever say

I'm only scared because I'm lost in the city
And my feet keep pulling me back to you
You don't understand
I'll be done when the satellites
Come down to pray to me

Do you think
You can make it that far without company?
And do you think
You can lie to yourself without lying to me?
And I'm lost in the city

Do you think
You can make it that far without company?
You're so far away
And do you think
You can lie to yourself without lying to me?
It hurts more every day

I would spend most days watching colors gray
While these questions still lean on me
And through everything
I can barely see why I'd ever
Hide the truth again

Do you think
You can make it that far without company?
You're so far away
And do you think
You can lie to yourself without lying to me?
It hurts more every day

Do you think
You can make it that far without company?
You're so far away
And do you think
You can lie to yourself without lying to me?
It hurts more every day

Defying the spectrum
Condemning acceptance
You'll never know what it's like
To be rejected from heaven

Defying the spectrum
Condemning acceptance
You'll never know what it's like
To be rejected from heaven

Do you think
You can make it that far without company?
You're so far away
And do you think
You can lie to yourself without lying to me?
It hurts more every day

Do you think
You can make it that far without company?
You're so far away
And do you think
You can lie to yourself without lying to me?
It hurts more every day