It's been quite a while
Since I can't fit anywhere
I look their pictures and I feel
A little pain cause I'm not there
I kinda understand
Cause even my look doesn't match with them
But somehow I think
I did so much and they threw me away

I'm feeling like a circus
Everyone is having fun
But once the party is over
The light turns off and everybody is gone

It's been quite a while
Since I can't fit anywhere
I look their pictures and I feel
A little pain cause I'm not there
I kinda understand
Cause even my look doesn't match with them
But somehow I think
I did so much and they threw me away

At every step I feel more lost in loneliness
And every tear I drop I beg myself to understand

I'm feeling like a circus
Everyone is having fun
But once the party is over
The light turns off and everybody is gone
I clean all my makeup
And I can see the scars again
I lay in my bed
Just waiting for a better next day
a better next day

And I know it´s melancholic
It sounds a little boring
But even when I feel nothing
I feel it all inside me