Some nights, when I lay
I don't know if I should wake up
Or close my eyes forevermore
It's just a feels, but, some nights
It's more than what I'd imagine
It punches a great hole in my heart
So that I got to feel the emptiness

It sounds like there's nothing left to lose
No reason left to stay, no reason left to carry on
And I can watch the world of beyond getting close to me
Angels call out my name
That's when something in me
Tells me it's time to go

I found out we were like the buildings
The weaker we're built, faster we fall apart
No one can pick up the pieces of a broken heart
No one can collet shattered feelings from the ground
I wish I could live these days
But exactly, these days
I'm caught up on away thoughts

Anxiety is a great struggle to face
I can't wait to see what's next, I can't wait to be there
It's so strange how peaceful I get, when it comes to go away
Away from this world
I can't wait to see what I left behind

Life's a bittersweet journey
It's so much happiness, so much sadness involved
Every one has their own ways
To follow, to get back home
And I feel like I'm about to arrive
They're getting ready my revival
Though, I'm still stuck in here
Wishing I could live for one more day

I figured out we'll always be running out of time
So many days I can't take back
Nights I could swear would never end
Things that I took for granted, people that seemed to remain for a lifetime
I never thought my expectations would take me down
These days, all I got are these away thoughts

What a serene voice that calls me (ah, ah, ah)
What a beautiful mermaid (ah, ah, ah)
You make me into a fool
Into your slave
And I seem to be involved with your spell already
You say I got nothing left to do down this place
You say I should leave here and run back into the arms of the creater
You say life has been a hard experience for a fragile soul like me to handle
You say I ain't got no more reason to breathe this toxic air
You say I need to go
I just say you're always right
Right or wrong
I just say
When it's gonna be the day to go back home?
You say, nah
You're already at home

I discovered it was true through the way I could look around me
Once I was blind, now I'm not anymore
So daddy you healed me, so daddy you brought me back?
Father, do you even know how I missed you?
I missed you so
I missed you so
I missed you so
I missed you so

Yeah, It was a long long journey
Glad to know I'm finally at home