It’s time to stop calling them nightmares

Cause I'm wide awake and you’re not there

Been gone for a while and I

It’s been so hard tryna fake every smile and

Nothing’s changed in the apartment

I’ve left everything how you left it

Your keys on the floor it still gives me hope

That you’ll knock on the door

I’ve been hiding

My emotions

Cause I'm really scared of showing

That I'm lying

And I know it

Maybe that’s my way of coping

I tried it all, tried my best

But nothing’s working since you left

I'm still searching for meaning

But there's not much left to believe in

I've tried it all, but can't move on

When did everything go wrong?

There's no cure for the feeling

There’s no guidebook to healing

Oh, no, no

There’s no guidebook to healing

Oh, no, no

There’s no guidebook to healing

I should delete all of the texts

Cause I'm checking them twice before bed and

Start living my love cause sometimes

I'm stuck in just trying to survive

I’ve been hiding

My emotions

Cause I'm really scared of showing

That I'm lying

And I know it

Maybe that’s my way of coping

I tried it all, tried my best

But nothing’s working since you left

I'm still searching for meaning

But there's not much left to believe in

I've tried it all, but can't move on

When did everything go wrong

There's no cure for the feeling

There’s no guidebook to healing

I’ve been losing my mind

I’ve been stuck in my head

The more that I try

The more I forget

But the truth is oh the truth is

There's no guidebook to healing

I’ve been losing my mind

I’ve been stuck in my head

The more that I try

The more I forget

But the truth is oh the truth is

There's no guidebook to healing

I've tried it all, but can't move on

When did everything go wrong

There's no cure for the feeling

There’s no guidebook to healing