Choices, everybody make 'em
And the truth is, something I've been thinking 'bout
Respect, you said I don't give u
Maybe I don't know how
Excuses, boy I got a lot of them
Reasons, why I am the way I am
Regret, you said I don't feel it
Maybe I don't know how

Man, it got so ugly
I was begging you to stay
When you left our house
Said you never loved me
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Ooh, took your beautiful love and I turned it out

Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you
I wonder did I play myself
And sabotage love?
Everytime I think about me and you
(No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself
(When I think about it)
And sabotage love?

Mirrors, trying not to break 'em all
Bad luck, seems like they're always falling
Feelings, now I've got to bury 'em
And I don't know how
Memories of us in picture frames
Set a fire to 'em, just to feed the pain

How it got so ugly
I was begging you to stay
When you left our house
Said you never loved me
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Ooh, took your beautiful love and I turned it out

Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you
(No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself
When I think about it
And sabotage love?
Everytime I think about me and you
(No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself
(When I think about it)
And sabotage love?

Yeah, I'm often at it admittedly
Got a habit of getting in my own way
While I'm wishing that I can have it
The picket fences and pictures of family
And foreign fabrics, I know
It'd be in front of me if I could only grasp it I want it
And so did you, one hundred
Was overdue, was running
You got the clue, took warnings and feelings too
I want to get over you, but I can only blame myself
Think it's time to put these feelings on the shelf
For my health, yeah
I'm not the best at containing all my discretions
I'm not a saint, but damn it
If I don't come with confessions
It's easy to block our blessings
Mistakes are for learning lessons
I used this shit as a letter
Apologies to my exes, yeah

Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you
(No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself
(When I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Everytime I think about me and you
(No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself
(When I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Sabotage

Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you
Apologies to my exes
I wonder did I play myself
Apologies to my exes
I used this shit as a letter
Apologies to my exes
Ooh
Everytime I think about me and you
I wonder did I play myself
Ah-ah-ah