I'd take a bullet to the brain if it meant that I could
Just spend a little time in the middle for good
I didn't see a thing, but this whole life is a lie
You had your hand out while my face was turned
And now I'm counting shadows on the wall
Hoping that you watch on over me and everything that I do
I've tried to get over it and take the steps
But it's hard here in everything that you left
No I can't blame you
I can't blame you

And I'm scared to death I'll make the same mistakes
The same you paid for
Paid for

Just a son of a bitch
And I hope that you see it