I'm watching everything go sideways

And i can't do a thing to make it stop

I won't remember this tomorrow

But i'll be sad when i wake up

I wish we were back in your apartment

I want you to sing me to sleep

I'll forget my wallet so i'll have to come back

And you won't forget me

Thought it was only fair

But i swear i didn't think it through this far

You chose this first

So i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard

I don't want to see this part

I'm watching everything go sideways

Feels like someone's messing with my head

I'm not prepared to never know you again

I'm sorry, can we stop this instead?

Thought it was only fair

But i swear i didn't think it through this far

You chose this first

So i didn't think it'd hit me quitе this hard

I don't want to see this part

When this is over

I'll nevеr know that

I ever missed you at all

I'll be a stranger and

You will be kissing somebody

That i don't know

I'll take the train to the beach

And i'll sit on the sand

And i'll never know

I had a life before this

I don't want this

Thought it was only fair

But i swear i didn't think it through this far

You chose this first

So i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard

I don't want to see this part