The back seat of a car on a highway

The feeling that I'm tumbling sideways

The long haul to the house that is silent

The art of waiting, getting lost in the quiet

My mother making sure that I'm okay

The things I love should not be treating me this way

I want to give up, I want to retire

I hate my music, hate feeling uninspired

I did everything for a reason

Now I don't know if it matters at all

I try to say things that have a meaning

Now I don't know if they matter at all

Now I don't know if they matter at all

I am stuck here, in a loop that

Feels like it will never end

You won't hear half of these songs

Until I can't stand them

I know I should be hopeful

Trust that it will all work out

And I do, but please just let me

Be a child right now

I did everything

For a reason

Now I don't know if it matters at all

I try to say things

That have a meaning

Now I don't know if they matter at all

Instrumental, heh