If you would've told me I'd throw away my

purity ring in the middle of an airport

My younger self would laugh, would never believe that

It's against everything that we stood for

She'd hate that I've smoked weed and cuss frequently

And she'd try to convert everyone I call a "bestie"

You'll throw shots in the dark, then black out at a bar

There'll be good, then there'll be bad parts

Someday, you'll kiss a girl and you'll panic

Some guy'll break your heart and you'll feel manic

Then you'll learn to let people have their opinions

And talk about your traumas

And like the body you live in

Someday, you'll learn to keep your own secrets

Say you're doing okay and really mean it

You'll lose your faith a bit and question if she's you

For a while you might not like her, but I do

Some days feel like whiplash, one-eighties

And you'll hate that you'll label

yourself just to take it back

Convinced you're not bi 'cause you're way too into guys

And the first time you have sex, you'll cry

You'll sometimes skip meals and numb how you feel

And you'll miss the old you, but here's the deal

That good girl you were was really fucking bad at being real

Someday, you'll kiss a girl and you'll panic

Some guy'll break your heart and you'll feel manic

Then you'll learn to let people have their opinions

And talk about your traumas

And like the body you live in

Someday, you'll learn to keep your own secrets

Say you're doing okay and really mean it

You'll lose your faith a bit and question if she's you

For a while you might not like her, but I do

You might not like her, you might not like her

You might not like her, you might not like her

Someday, you'll think you disappoint your parents

But they'll love you not despite, but regardless

And you'll learn to let people have shitty opinions

And talk about your traumas

And like the body you live in

Someday, you'll learn to keep your own secrets

Say you're doing okay and really mean it

You'll lose your faith a bit and question if she's you

And for a while you might not like her, but I do