I've been going out almost every night
I've been drinking everything I can get my hands on
I pretend I have fun

And do you remember the nights
I called you up?
I was so fucked up
I forgot we were broken up
I still love you, you stupid fuck

But you don't look at me
You don't talk to me
And I know it's 'cause you're weak, baby
You feel guilty
It's pathetic, really

And everyone says to me
"Missy, you're so strong"
But what if I don't want to be?
And everyone says to me
"Missy, how do you stand it? "
There's so much you don't see

I was getting swept into emptiness
I was taking time, I was practicing living with regret
Something you're so good at

At the end of the night I am walking home
I pretended I was wet and wanting them
No means please stop, I need to be alone

And everyone says to me
"Missy, you're so strong"
But what if I don't want to be?

And everyone says to me
"Missy, how do you stand it? "
There's so much you don't see

I push you down
I drink to drown
I am alone
I push you down
I drink to drown
I am alone
I push you down (Everyone gather 'round)
I drink to drown (I have the answer now)
I am alone (I have the answer now)
I push you down (Everyone gather 'round)
I drink to drown (I have the answer now)
I am alone (I have the answer now)