I am being reclusive for a reason I hate the way you care Can't you understand that it's love that put me here? My parents inability to keep their pants on Hearts don't break, they're not made of porcelain And you never ever feel it in your heart The butterflies in your tummy take the heartache away And fly straight into the nearest hormone fuelled teen Love exists, that I won't deny But it doesn't make your life a breeze Constant worry as to whether you're doing things right Don't upset them Don't belittle them Don't be without them Well this time I'm gonna fall away from these stereotypes I'm not going to pine for the girl who can't be mine I'm not going to ignore the girl who secretly wants me I'm not going to watch the geek get the cheerleader I'm not going to watch the goth forget her woes after a kiss I'm not going to be what they show you Love is nothing like you know You only know what it's like when you see it's gone Gone but not forgotten? Only in your eyes So shall I cut my arms? No, that just proves that you crave for more attention Shall I drink some more? Once again, you're craving attention from the ones who care And especially from the ones who don't The people who really feel this never tell a soul They never cry in public (release your sensitive side...) They hide it all away A smile for every occasion No one knows of what they worry about Until it's carved on their tombstone So please just fuck off and cry somewhere else Cry in front of the opposite sex to show them you're soft But please don't say you suffer in silence Because you don't You'll never know who suffers in silence Because they can't be heard Now go and watch a teen drama and listen to some emo The more I talk to you the more I hate the world