I got tired of thinking that everything I did is causing me problems even today
I'm angry with myself for not being able to overcome some addictions, I need to leave it in "yesterday"

What about those dilemmas in my head?
What about those romantic feelings I had?

It is so hard to let off steam with someone
It is even more difficult to take action

When will I be able to hug someone?
When can I take a deep breath without worrying?
When will I be able to be unafraid to tell what ails me?
When will I vent to someone who comforts me?

I don't want to be stuck in the past for everything that happened
I won't justify my current mistakes with what was ruined

Writing that song this morning was not easy
I wanted to cry a lot, until I saw everything clearly

It is so complicated to have to say things
When will I be able to receive all the blessings?

It is so hard to let off steam with someone
It is even more difficult to take action

People around me think I'm well
But few can see and feel what I fell
I wish I had people to tell
People who know about this deal

When will I be able to hug someone?
When can I take a deep breath without worrying?
When will I be able to be unafraid to tell what ails me?
When will I vent to someone who comforts me?