I've been getting hungrier walking at an incline
Staring at the mirror tracing a thin line
My friends are getting smaller, withering away now
It's hard to be yourself, so they follow every trend
Keep changing who they are
Until they hate who they have been
So afraid of falling out with the in-crowd

I've got quarter century blues I thought I outgrew
Fuck

I'm so tired of hating myself
Just 'cause I had to loosen my belt
Just 'cause I'm not who I thought I would be by now
I'm so tired of wasting my time
Trying to pretend I have a perfеct life
Just cause I'm not who I thought I would be by now

(I thought I would bе by now)

I've been writing in my journal and saying affirmations
That's why I'm so confused, where are my manifestations?
All of these pages full of stuff that I never did
Looking back at photos, all the things I used to hate
Never thought that I was pretty
Maybe now it's just too late
Yeah, I could never see it
But man, I was just a kid

I've got quarter century blues I thought I outgrew
Fuck

I'm so tired of hating myself
Just 'cause I had to loosen my belt
Just 'cause I'm not who I thought I would be by now
I'm so tired of wasting my time
Trying to pretend I have a perfect life
Just 'cause I'm not who I thought I would be by now

I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time
I'm so tired of hating myself (Who I thought I'd be by now)
I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time
I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time

I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time
(Who I thought I'd be by now)
I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time
I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time
I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time
I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time
I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time
I'm so tired of hating myself
I'm so tired of wasting my time