i once,
dreamed of a world ...

without consequences,
without reminders ...
of this
brutal,
gutter

i am collapsed in.

once i dreamed,
but then ... i ... woke ... up.

[song]

...open wide, look inside
at my autopsy

i feel like a woman
i feel like i care
i feel like i shouldn't
i feel like a child of despair

i feel like it's over
i feel like it's coming after me
i feel like it's closer
i feel like this is all i'll ever be

i feel like a failure
i feel like a hungry parasite
i feel like a razor
i feel like a prayer lost in flight

i feel like ...
i'm hopeless

i'm afraid i'm a slave
i'm weak & average

i feel like a hammer
i feel like a nail
i feel like i'm guilty
i feel like the wrist that it impales

i feel like a butcher
i feel like i'm being deceived
i feel like a beautiful loser
i feel like all you sheep are laughing AT ME!!

OPEN WIDE
LOOK INSIDE
AT MY AUTOPSY.

look inside open wide
look inside open wide

i feel i'm a complete waste of time
i feel i'm transparent
i feel like i can't escape my mind.