Hol up' (knoccin' on heavens door) (hear me now) (ain't nobody answering) (hell nah) Where am I suppose to go (tell me) Heaven won't let me in
I don't know I don't fuccin know I would cry myself to sleep if I could keep my eyelids closed Oh my heart is dead and now my chest is haunted by its ghost Bitches got they claws all over my body playing tug-of-war Fucc em though Sicc and tired of struggling watching em fighting to find my soul That tire (?) tired plume of smoke escaped my carcass years ago These creatures feeding on the sorrow of a juggalo My life done flashed before my eyes I lost my memory ago Lil' lo Learning how to tie the rope Can't get lessons from mistakes if I'm repressing them to cope Giving a fucc about all of my therapist and what these bitches be thinking they know I feel nothing suicide note Empty in my life ooh
Knoccin' on heavens door Ain't nobody answering Sitting here all alone Heaven won't let me in Calling God on the phone No, he ain't answering Where am I suppose to go Heaven won't let me in You might also like I don't know. I don't think I care Not a single prayer I've ever said has got me anywhere All I got is motherfuccas plotting on me everywhere I don't think its fair so I clean my carbon and I clean the air yeah I'ma get my money and make sure my kids is straight These busters gon' do what they built to do and that is hate They imitate I do my fuccin thing My purposed fate I'm following my goals My destiny is right in front of me (Ay!) The streets done made a savage out of me ever since a little kid I said that shit on Family Straight out of naked city out the muthafuccin' gate For my killaz round the way Fucc my haters by the way (Ay!) I ain't never say a fuccin thing that I don't mean I ain't never ran from nothing (?) And fucc what anybody saying about a G How can God forgive the shit I did up in these streets
Knoccin' on heavens door Ain't nobody answering Sitting here all alone Heaven won't let me in Calling God on the phone No, he ain't answering Where am I suppose to go Heaven won't let me in (x2) {Ouija, what makes you think you deserve heavens gates} I played the hand that I was dealt and tried to fill the plates {But you could have taken time to repent for your mistakes} I was just too busy trying to survive this world you helped create {The chosen world left you broken before they can be great} And how many times can you watch me fuccin break after fuccin break break the fuccin mirror when I see my face God I leave this place muthafucca aye {Ouija its too late} Fucc it I dont wanna be in this motherfucca anyway