the pain never ends, so many sleepless nights. the answers slip further away every time you draw near. the deafaning lines of reality fade away day by day. my heart tears as i watch you slip away, holding on by thread. fearing the loss of those close to you. fearing the un-sane, doubt creeping in. please hold on tight, please dont let go. i couldn't stand to see you fade away. you have been so much to me. i'll stand by your side. holding on until the end.