Holding on to things I had, I bottle up inside
Wanna face my demons but denial makes me high
Thought I had it figured out, I guess it was a lie
Thought I was a grown-up but I'm really just a child
Lookin' back on things I had, I ruin everything
Everything's my fault and it's the bad luck that I bring
My idea of forever is fleetin' in itself
Everyone I love has an expiration shelf
Everyone I love leaves me when I need them most
My little heart is broken and the world will pay the cost
Smash my heart in pieces (smash my heart in pieces)
It looks so good on the floor (it looks good on the floor)
Now I really hate you and I wanna hate you more
I will climb a mile for you, in fact, I always did
You gave me a fraction of what I had to give
(what I had to give)
My eyes are bleeding, I'm sick and still not eating
Got nothing to believe in, I'm not so lucky
I thought you'd love me, I thought you'd love me
I thought you'd love me, I thought you'd love me