Big man, small heart
We were destined from the start
Like swirling circles
Still the scent of purple
Shared beds, shared truths
From my throat to none before you
Ever trusting in those eyes that lusted, taboo

I don't want to blame you
I would never pain you
But how could you do this to me?
Run a spear right through me?
Still have dreams about you
Still as blue without you
But lest I feed the ego
I won't ever tell you

I was your brother, more than a friend
Gave you as much as I had to spend, I hate you
More than I have learned to wish to
I pray that you awake
To everything you dreamt someday
You don't regret, fear no mistake
Happy with what you threw away

I don't want to blame you
I would never pain you
But how could you do this to me?
Run a spear right through me?
Still have dreams about you
Still as blue without you
But lest I feed the ego
I won't ever tell you

This is the death of whatever it was!
This is the death of your hold over us!
This is the death! This is the death!
I must wake up, I am choking to death!

This is the death of whatever it was
This is the death of your hold over us
This is the death, this is the death
This is the death, this is the death
This is the death, this is the death
This is the death, this is the death