I've been trying all my life

To please everyone, tease everyone.

Never thought much of wrong pride

I've helped everyone, loved everyone.

But then I've made a big mistake and no one forgave me

I thought life is give and take - it's a one way sometimes

It feels like living a bad dream

There's no waking up, no waking up

Guilty conscience is extreme,

The pain is all I've got, it's all I've got

No matter how much I regret, I cant turn back the time

It's not easy to forget, this lasts all my life

I can't erase what I've done I must face the truth

There are no excuses - there's nothing left to do

I just keep on asking what came over me

But in the end it's not a nasty crime

All the moral heroes, who hide their faults,

By pointing their fingers on one who got caught

All this foolish honour in a world full of lies,

It's stinking up to heaven, it's dignity which dies

It's the pain of the accused

How can anyone not accept an appologie?

It's the first time I've made a mistake

But this prize I have to pay now - is way too high

One thing is for sure:

There's gonna be light at the end of the tunnel

And a new day will come - it's gonna be a good one!