THE BEGGINING

Am I talking to myself?
Is there anybody listening?
If I asked you for your help, would you be there like the way I was?
Did you think I lived for you?
Do you think I breathe onyl for you?
Can you tell what I'm fighting, fighting for?
I don't see the reason anymore

And I feel like I'm falling, caught in a spell
And it feels like the only way is down
I can't tell if I've been losing touch or if I know myself
Tell me how do I get back to the beggining?

Am I talking to myself?
All the words that I'm hearing meant for me
Am I lost inside the world where the choices have been made for me?

And I'm finding that I'm fighting with myself
And I'm finding that I'm fighting with myself

And I feel like I'm falling, caught in a spell
And it feels like the only way is down
I don't know if I've been losing touch or if I lost myself
Tell me how do I get back to the beggining?