You were sitting next to me
With ash blond hair
And its distant but I know the feelings still there
And im sick of fucking filtering
I barely breath air
When its lights out
But I know that the fear is still there
I kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
U know
Everything is make believe inside of your chest
I got pieces I lost I can never get back

Swim through the dark and I made it right back
Nights on the porch smoking on some blue pack
31st to the 4th I could never change that
Cough sounding horse felt my lungs turn black

Turn from the door stepping on the fall leaves
Everythings forever if u make urself believe
From the bong huolon blowing out a blueberry
Every time im too gone it seem ur always calling me

Come slow down its alright now
Silent sounds baby quiet down
I told u its alright now
Shame it broke down u cant hide now

Tall green grass I need to lie down
Days that stretch on past sundown
Off of my chest I cant find out
If what we promised would still apply now

You were sitting next to me
With ash blond hair
And its distant but I know the feelings still there
And im sick of fucking filtering
I barely breath air
When its lights out

But I know that the fear is still there
I kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
U know
Everything is make believe inside of your chest
I got pieces I lost I can never get back