I remember when we met
Lapsing circles diagram
Couldn't escape my own demise
And I thought I was fine
My gut started churning
The minute I felt your vibe
Tried to ignore it all the time
But I knew I was right

I didn't realize that I was traumatized
By things I learned to put on mute
Emotions standing still ignoring what was real
And you just walked on through

And all I wanted was to be cool
Suppress myself when I walk in a room
Now all I wanna do is forget about you
And I'm scared you might be coming back
And impending doom of rusted knives in my back
And all I wanna do is forget about you

And now our circles doesn't lap
I thought that I would be free
But you still come up everywhere
And I don't want you to be
And I ignore what you put me through
The time you wasted was all mine
I wash away all these shades of blue
it's the best way to get by

But still you're in my head
Me sitting on our bed
And you tried to make a move
I tried to get away
Didn't know what to say
So I ran as soon as I could

And all I wanted was to be cool
Suppress myself when I walk in a room
Now all I wanna do is forget about you
And I'm scared you might be coming back
And impending doom of rusted knives in my back
And all I wanna do is forget about you
forget about you