Never felt less alone than I do right now Never more like I was out of the closet And the only thing that seemed worse than never coming out Was the thought of having to get back in it
And I'll never pass Not that I would want to anyway!
I lived my whole damn life as a doll on a shelf Occasionally taken down to be passed around I was told all the time how to be a man Fit a mold, cut your hair, we'll tell you what to wear
I don't want to spend the rest of the life I have Trying to squeeze into a box that's even smaller The only difference I could find is that it's painted pink It's not the color I don't like, it's the obligation
And I don't have an obligation to anyone but myself
So I'll probably never pass Seems more like hiding than being who I am And I'll probably never pass I'd rather live my life visibly trans
And I'll never pass Not that I would want to anyway!
Never felt less alone than I do right now Never more like I was out of the closet And the only thing that seemed worse than never coming out Was the thought of having to get back in it
And I'll never pass I'll never pass I'll never pass Not that I would want to anyway!