The words flow, decisions made idea's mine, but the inspiration not dreams of hangers on, dreams of getting well spells of ezmerelda, emeralds foretold splinters in the eye sentiments remain bones that never rest where we going to it was never up to me and yet I pushed until it broke
I love the open road and all that it suggests wheel wagon dust weeds and infidelities and always for a love never question why in a wooden house immoveable and silent and drinking strawberry wine forever lost in town and thru the sleeping streets night bound and heavy wheels in the spoke still spoken for himself
now my gates are high, my friends even higher forgotten in my mind, yet the sky still linger and cloud the blue skies, I’m jealous of you birds was the only truth in a world full of words? Hear the prairie sound in a friend called near the heart is pointed down but my spirit pointed up his voice for siren of Greek mythology
I pause with my pen I begin to defend every action taken, every moment sealed when I was quick it coursed through open veins the will to live the urgency to move behind a panel door sealing cherry stain I play my guitar and live those lonesome notes
like a dog that's down in a corner just a sigh waiting to be called waiting to be yours ghosts of all my shame without purpose or will
I often speak of you but the you is always me cause when I speak of me it's me I ask of you so let there be no truth just trickery in rhymes time the only thing waiting still as death
I hope for resolution pray one defining moment pause without restrain barren without child a child is who i was a child is who I’ll die soot in my hair… and stars in my hands… soot in my hair… and stars in my hands… soot in my hair… and stars in my hands…
Compositor: Lyrics: Billy Corgan / Music: Smashing Pumpkins