Would you please tell me why does this hurt so much?

You fuck with my head and I beg you to go on
But I guess that's how it works for everyone and everything
I don't love what love is
I just wonder why I'm still stuck here

I've lost myself and never found
So give me hope
And let me down

The faith will bring me back to you
There's nothing I can do
Go!
Give me hope, let me down

Play with me until I have another breakdown

I've lost myself and never found
So give me hope and let me down

Lies and destruction, what's better?
Don't be lame
Can't you see we're just like a moth into the flame?
But we're never gonna die
Cause this spiral has no end

So tell me what's the point of giving all
when all means nothing to you
It's a waste of time so
Fuck your beliefs I say live with no pretensions dude

Don't go, live with me
Can't die, live within

I've lost myself and never found
So give me hope
And let me down

The faith will bring me back to you
There's nothing I can do
Go!
Give me hope, let me down

Play with me until I have another breakdown
I've lost myself and never found
So give me hope and let me down
We're done with all your bullshit

But we can't help suffering
So we gotta face reality
It's time to admit
We're addicted to pain

I've lost myself and never found
So give me hope
And let me down
Give me hope
And let me down
Play with me until I have another breakdown
I've lost myself and never found
So give me hope and let me down
Let me down