Tonight I watched a friend pour her guts out on the floor
And I wonder how much sadness
She keeps trapped behind her tongue
You know I've felt that way maybe more than I would admit
At night I often wonder how she even bottles it

Take a look in the mirror
Tell me what you see
Is this what you wanted?
Try and stay awake
Just for a little while
And save me from my nightmares

Every time I'm near you
Man it hurts like hell
And I cant stand it
You saw love in me for the last time
I think you know how I feel about you
I think you know that I don't really care what come next?
We're just friends?
And I've been trying my best
but you've been so fucking distant

The sad thing about our friendship is how I never know
If you're genuinely hurting or if this is all for show
It's been a bad year and when I see you it still hurts like hell
I saw the sun way past midnight, is everything lost?
Maybe it's time that I leave here and go nowhere at all
I saw myself way past midnight miles from home?
She said I'm dying to see you but cant pick up the phone

I'm completely lost, I'm completely miserable
I'm completely lost, I'm completely miserable
I'm completely lost, I'm completely miserable
I'm completely lost, I'm completely miserable

I'm completely miserable
I'm completely miserable
I'm completely miserable
I'm completely done