I’ve said all my “Hail Mary’s” and I’ve recited all the right prayers. I’ve done a lot in the name of God to gain this solace from your stares. So break bread as I take unholy communion once more - As righteous as filthy rags bleeding on the floor.
I’m sitting ripe, sitting fresh in my mire. Behold the poison untold. I’ve tried to show the world just how great a man can be, but this great man I’ve charaded is the farthest thing from me. THE MAN THAT I’VE SHOWN IS A MAN I DON'T KNOW
So shall it be: Sown lies shall reap. Honor has died with integrity.
What can I say? That I’ve lived what I’ve told? They bought me, but I hate the manner through which I was sold.
I know exactly what to do. I know exactly what to say. I believe every word – it’s just so hard to obey.
Trojan horse lies filled with big butterflies and they bought me. They took the bate. Hook, line, and false, flaky, dimple-creased smile. Sit back and enjoy the show! I’ll have you hooked too, in just a little while.
I’ve lived all these lies. No more compromising. I know what to do. I know what to say. I believe every word; it’s just so hard to obey! I know what I’ve created - this mess that shadows me -
It leaves my conscience tainted! I want authenticity, integrity. Jesus, forgive me.