I'm in a place I told myself I wouldn't go
A million miles from a house I can't call home
I wanna leave it behind
Stained carpets and all the things we hide
I'm gone for it all, in my mind

God bless the freak show we call "us". I miss home
An ordinary life seems bland, but ours is chrome
I never wanted anything more than a room
Some place to lay my head. A place where I'd have you
I wanna leave it behind
Stained carpets and all the things we hide
I'm gone for it all, in my mind

It's as bad as it seems. I'm losing sleep over the screams
I'm away for it all. God help me
I came down. I turned blue and choked
I came down again
I wanna leave it behind
Stained carpets and all the things we hide
I'm gone for it all, in my mind