You ruin everything

I can't do it by myself
I put this pressure on my back
cuz I don't need nobody else
I swear on god (I swear on god)
I just want what I deserve
I couldn't even get a word
when I was down and needed help
I swear on god (I swear on god)
I'm goin' up, I can't descend
I'm still repentin' for my sins
I know they wouldn't comprehend this shit, on god (Yeah)
And my girl is still a ten
she been watchin' what I spend
tryna tell [?] it won't end
I swear to god (I swear to god)

I'm too real to ever kick it with a fraud
My girl too real to jeopardize it with a broad
I probably go to jail if I just say what on my mind
I made it through this hеll inside this crazy world of mine
I'm seein' way too much, sometimеs I wish that I was blind
Got demons in the way, they tryna occupy my time
My family question me, I tell 'em all I'm doin' fine
They hear it in my lyrics
tryna read between the lines, yeah
Spend the night, yeah
She said you too drunk to drive, so I'm finna fly, yeah
Shawty said she wanna build like we in the Ikea
Shawty said that I'm they boy like I'm finna drive Kia
I want a Porsche, yeah
I was eighteen when I jumped up off the porch, yeah
Dad said, "Where you going'? " Had to tell him north, yeah
I feel like Lebron, had to beat 'em in the court, yeah
I just paid a bond, I could do it for a sport, yeah

I can't do it by myself
I put this pressure on my back
cuz I don't need nobody else
I swear on god (I swear on god)
I just want what I deserve
I couldn't even get a word
when I was down and needed help
I swear on god (I swear to god)
I'm goin' up, I can't descend
I'm still repentin' for my sins
I know they wouldn't comprehend this shit, on god (Yeah)
And my girl is still a ten
she been watchin' what I spend
tryna tell [?] it won't end, I swear to god (I swear to god)

Fake friends, I don't need no more of those
(No more of those)
Bad hoes, I don't need no more of those
(No more of those)
Off a molly, I can't even feel my toes
(Can't feel my toes)
In the six, I make it hot when it get cold
(When it get cold)
I can live without my bitch, but not my pole
(Can't leave my pole)
That's my bestie, so I gotta keep it close
(I keep 'em close)
I ain't have no guidance, so I show myself the ropes
I'm a one man army, so I'm playin' every role

I can't do it by myself
I put this pressure on my back
cuz I don't need nobody else
I swear on god (I swear on god, god)
I just want what I deserve
I couldn't even get a word
when I was down and needed help
I swear on god (I swear on god, god)
I'm goin' up, I can't descend
I'm still repentin' for my sins
I know they wouldn't comprehend this shit
on god (This shit on god, god)
And my girl is still a ten
she been watchin' what I spend
tryna tell [?] it won't end, I swear to god