High above me, hope swarms like flies

I am trying not to hide

Hide from them, hiding in my hell

I am trying to be someone else

All this noise just goes in one ear, out the other and

Oh my god, it's too much

All this sweat just drips out one pore and another and

Oh my god, it's too much

We tried to keep an even score

But what even play the game for?

We tried to keep an even score

But no one's really even counting anymorе

What even play the gamе for?

Do you have it in you to lie?

To tell yourself that you're gonna be fine?

'Cause high above me, hope swarms like flies

I am trying not to hide

Hide from them, hiding in my hell

I am trying to be someone else

All the lights just blow out with one blink and another and

Oh my god, it's too much

All the truth just hurts with one word and another and

Oh my god, it's too much

I would believe the things you say

When you say them the sweetest ways

Fill holes in all my cavities

Can still taste you on my teeth

Do you have it in you to lie?

To tell yourself that you're gonna be fine?