I used to call it seasonal depression

But it's every season now

Maybe I'm just searching for a reason

Or praying for another way out

'Cause I'm sick, I wonder if they know

It's more than chemical

I feel it breaking all my bones

And it follows me wherever I go

I didn't mean to give the wrong impression

I panic switch, and then blacked out

It wasn't me, I swear it was possession

Like something taking over now

'Cause I'm sick, I wonder if they know

It's more than chemical

I feel it breaking all my bones

And it follows me wherever I go

I'm scared of my shadow

I suffer all alone

I feel it breaking all my bones

And it follows me wherever I go

It follows wherever I go

It follows wherever I go

Suffering all alone

I wonder if they fucking know

I gave up fighting years ago

It's taking over

Suffering all alone

I wonder if they fucking know

I gave up fighting years ago

It's taking over

'Cause I'm sick (sick) , I wonder if they know

It's more than chemical

I feel it breaking all my bones

And it follows me wherever I go

I'm scared of my shadow

I suffer all alone

I feel it breaking all my bones

And it follows me wherever I go

Wherever I go

Wherever I go

Wherever I go

And it follows me wherever I go