Love in my heart and pain in my soul
It's hard to tell which side you're on
I'm tryna find the balance in me (Balance in me)
Been through hell and you sparked the flame
My girls keep telling me I'm not the same
Where did you go with my energy? (Energy)
Wish I had done this differently

'Cause I'm used to your lies
Wanna forgive, but it hurts inside
Break up again, ninety-nine times
What should I do? 'Cause I can't decide

I'ma lose the house if I leave
Sick and tired of taking Plan Bs
(I'ma lose the house if I leave)
(Sick and tired of taking Plan Bs)

Days go by, you won't even call
Still in the gray 'cause we're on and off
I'm waiting on you to acknowledge me
(Waiting on you to acknowledge me)
Lie, lie every day and it's no surprise
It grieves me whenever you cross my mind
Feel like a fool and a mockery
Hoping you send that apology, oh

'Cause I'm used to your lies
Wanna forgive, but it hurts inside
Break up again, ninety-nine times
What should I do? 'Cause I can't decide

I'ma lose the house if I leave
Sick and tired of taking Plan Bs
He'll never be ready
(I'ma lose the house if I leave)
He'll never be ready
(Sick and tired of taking Plan Bs) Hey

You'll never be ready to be with me
You'll never be ready to understand
Never be ready
Ready