It already feels like October

They said, "you go with the boys, I'll go with the girls"

I don't remember much, some colors and a mirror maze

I think I figured out what it's all for

I got everything I wanted but I wanted more

Take a night bus, board a red-eye to steer your fate

It's my bad, it's my bad, it's my bad, don't lie

I'll pay it back, pay it back, pay it back sometime

Don't be mad, don't be mad, don't be mad when I

Apologize for the very next time

It's my bad, it's my bad, it's my bad, don't lie

I'll pay it back, pay it back, pay it back sometime

Can't relax, can't relax, I'm not built like you

You wouldn't let it eat you whole

You wouldn't let it eat you whole

You wouldn't let it eat you whole

You wouldn't let it eat you whole

It's my bad, it's my bad, it's my bad, don't lie

I'll pay it back, pay it back, pay it back sometime

Don't be mad, don't be mad, don't be mad when I

Apologize for the very next time

It's my bad, it's my bad, it's my bad, don't lie

I'll pay it back, pay it back, pay it back sometime

Can't relax, can't relax, I'm not built like you

You wouldn't let it eat you whole

You wouldn't let it eat you whole

You wouldn't let it eat you whole

You wouldn't let it eat you whole

(It's the new wave of the future!)

(Best friend ever, haha)

(Oh, yeah)

Irresistible swan, swan (oh)

Where's this going?

Love me in the rain

We'll kiss through cellophane

Last week, thought I changed

Your face: Hurricane

I'm anxious to meet ya

Last time caused a scene (what do you mean?)

I shouldn't freeze again

I'm cautious of being next to you

And, honey, there's pressure

But I'm used to losing (I'm used to losing)

Change my heart, change my mind

Say it please

Blame me once, blame me twice, yeah

Out of my, out of my care

Meaningful, everything

Meaningful, everything

You just want what I can't have

You just want what I can't bear

Beautiful, everything

Beautiful, everything

Out of my, out of my hair

Waiting all, waiting all year

Should I have to go give up?

'Cause you can't see me in your life

Throw me in a daze

'Cause I'm not feeling okay

You don't like how I move

You don't want me to stay

Wouldn't let it eat you whole (should I have to give it up?)

Wouldn't let it eat you whole (I don't wanna let you down)

You wouldn't let it eat you whole

I had a bad day

That's not a stranger to you

You cried last night (you wouldn't let it eat you whole)

I don't have nothing to prove

It wouldn't work well

I wouldn't know what to do

I couldn't know what to do

I never know what to do

Breaking and breaking and breaking again, oh

Why would you do that? Go sleep with my friend

Make most of youth but sometimes it don't bend

Why would you pretend?

Breaking on broken glass

And it's all I can see (ahh)

I'm thinking, I'm thinking, I'm thinking

It's all that I need