Just when it's getting good

I slowly start to freeze

Just when it's feeling real I put my heart to sleep

It's the memory I can see

Then this fear comes over me

Understand that I don't mean

To push you away from me

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Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again

I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me

Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again

I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me

You got a way of easing me out of myself

I can't stay but I can't leave, I am my worst enemy

Please understand that its not you it's what I do

Just when I'm about to run I realize what I've become

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Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again

I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me

Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again

I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me

Now I wonder what you think of me

Don't know why I break so easily

All my fears are armed surrounding me

I can't get no sleep

I keep runnin in circles around you

Are you the trap I wanna fall into??

[Chorus]

Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again

I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me

Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again

I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me