It's insidious

I know it's over but you won't hear me admitting it

I took a bullet to the chest but I'm oblivious

And still pretending I could change your mind, mm, yeah

I'm an idiot

I swear we almost tied the knot until you severed it

So full of life but now it looks more like a skeleton

And now it's history we can't rewrite

I'm so tired of fighting

Love isn't war but I'm still bleeding

Here at your door begging and pleading

I'm still holding on with half my heart

Maybe you won but I'm still breathing

Missing your love looking for reasons

I'm still holding on when all you are

Is another battle scar