Back on my journey, I'm takin' my chances Searchin' and questionin', lookin' for answers Hopin' this medicine heal all the damage My inner child keep throwin' a tantrum
Why does my ego keep holdin' me ransom? Why does my fear control me at random? Life can get ugly, but fuck it, I'm handsome I'm 'bout to face all this shit I been runnin' from You might relate to the places I'm comin' from I been through trauma I thought I recovered from I got regrets, you heard about some of them This is gon' make my heart bang like a rubber drum I will not sugarcoat this stuff with bubblegum Goin' through troubles, I hate what the trouble done I'd hate to be the thing that people suffer from
Ooh You cannot replicate me, I'm a one-of-one You and I are not one of them (Ayy) Them'a forgot and it won't be another one I'm always number one After the rain, then I know that the Sun'll come I see the light in the treetops I am not God, but I know I'm a son of Him You just a son of a biotch I know exactly just what they been doin' They countin' me out but your numbers ain't showin' I know where I been, I don't know where I'm goin' If you wanna boat, then you better keep rowin' 'Cause oh, so way up, I might get me Flyin' with angels, they sent me an omen The devil tried get me, the forces are with me Yo', Jesus, come lift me 'cause this is my moment and ooh
Back on my journey, I'm takin' my chances Searchin' and questionin', lookin' for answers Hopin' this medicine heal all the damage My inner child keep throwin' a tantrum Ayy, I took my traumas and made it a anthem, ayy, mm
I done came too far to hand it over I'ma keep my head up like a man supposed to (Grr) I done took my punches, they was standin' over (Brr) Devil want my soul, I couldn't hand it over (Grr) I ain't picture perfect, think the camera's broken Had to shut the door they couldn't slam it on me (Grr) How you sleepin' on me when I am a sofa? Tryna trample on me, you get tramped over (Brr) Joker's think it's sweet, this ain't no damn mimosa This a aerosol inside of Arizona This the bank bonds mixed with Sammy Sosa This a loose screw inside a damaged motor (Yeah) This a graduation with no damn diploma This is aggregation, this is validation (Brr) I got open wounds, ain't no grass to trace in This a bigger world in my imagination This is me, woo
Martin Luther had a dream (Dream) Joyner Lucas had a vision I became everything I had to be (Woo) I been livin' like there's no limits and I learned the game from Master P (P) I'm starin' at my reflection wonderin' why this is starin' back at me (Why?) What it's gon' be? Oh, y'all forgot I ain't new with the pen First to five Grammy, I do it again (Woo) I'm doin' me I ain't doin' no trends Findin' myself with the music again Difference is I don't need music to win Soon as I drop, then I'm boomin' again (Boom) Back to the crown, it's the mood that I'm in Promise ain't nobody truer than him Will
Back on my journey, I'm takin' my chances Searchin' and questionin', lookin' for answers Hopin' this medicine heal all the damage My inner child keep throwin' a tantrum (Yeah, yeah) Ayy, I took my traumas and made it a anthem, ayy, mm Woo