It's a kind of thought Not even found inside my heart's array Those words I lightly spoke up one day Got you so mad right away Could not even say that "Sorry" remaining deep inside Buried in all the noise, as my heart loudly resonates
When did I choose not to keep On moving ahead and end it there Quit on it, no coming back Opting to let go of what I stacked And avoid touching it all with fingertips My heart has swayed (Heart has swayed) Did not want to witness it crumble and fall
So, when I have these seeds of doubts In the soul (In the soul) It's someone sparking my thoughts Or the unknown tomorrow The future on the go must be the cause Hey, when my mind is afloat As the pace is increasing, a rhythm denotes And more skillfully And more delightfully Wish I'd flesh it out
I feel as even if I got tight and froze And my voice shook up and imposed Overlooking that scene, my heart goes on As it is pounding hard and strong I can feel the speeding beat, oh I'm not ready yet, it's consuming me whole Moving right the way it was taught to me I do not stand out, lowkey So, I'm left in-between In the scene where I've been blending in as my days Got so fast and raced on in haze Don't remember how I used to walk then (Do-do-do) I don't remember who I was again Ah-ah-ah
Always so distant, and so far away Always in that future untraced Always got so close, and closer each time Always, always
Ooh-ooh Ooh-oh-oh Ha-ha-ha
When in need of learning What truly matters, you know (Not a soul) There's no one who will teach or show (Not a soul) The way to choose, where to go All the crucial points made of the unknown (Those crucial points, so) But the deeper I think And the lesser it seems to make any sense I wish to be so cool I wish for the pride to rule My stride, and commence
I feel as even if I got tight and froze And my voice shook up and imposed Overlooking that scene My heart goes on As it is pounding hard and strong I can feel the speeding beat, oh Almost like my heart's about to blow up
Recalling that "Sorry" I could not say My fingers swayed and they shied away Every time I'm thinking back (Ah-ah-ah) I feel the growing pain my heart has felt and gained Many feelings and emotions Only when I could feel What I should love close and so real And the things I can't replace touching my heart
This tone emerges from my own heart Speeds up and echoes in each part Showing me all the hints The blueprints of the bits that truly matter most I could not see it and I wondered Always, each and every day I do not need to fit and be like what somebody chose for me Go on, resounding loud and freely, boundless heartbeat, oh Belongs to no one else Proof of me resides within So strong and so proud, let it sing (Do-do-do) When it's about to break Let the heart resound and wake the essence of me I perceive
Always so distant, and so far away Always in that future untraced Always got so close, and closer each time Always, always Always searching and hoping to find Always kept on chasing with all my might Always so close, it was right by my side Always, always